hais.. la ata aku msbe ngeun.. uhm.. mgpapaalam nlng muna aq..^^ hihi.. we'll leave 2mrw.. baguio ang lakad.. aw.. so 1wk aku mwwla d2 a..^^ w8.. i hav a fonecoL.. juz a min..

hmmp.. ampnes.. shit! shit!! amp tlga.. ok p sna mud q.. pwo bsta.. oops sori cant place it here e.. ndi p xe pde mlaman ng iba.. i hav 2 ask kolin pa.. and others.. r we 2taly dumped??.. bt gnun?..

weL aun.. nwlan nq ng gna mgkuen2 d2.. so nxt tym nlng.. bye..

damn NCAE.. aun.. prng la din aman kwnta.. wat d hek for?.. well.. we started at i think 8am.. part1 and blah blah.. on d difrent info and d EDQ(correct me f im wrong) i 4got e.. im not sure.. bsta lyk dat.. and our prctor is from IGMS!!! haha.. lol..(so bad) ijms i min.. xa xe ee.. sbe nia igms.. lol.. d nme is sir Alex. i 4got d last nme(agen) lol.. so hows d exam. yeah.. its nice.. easier dan our prctice test.. and wats cool abt dis thinggy?. sir Alex is so funny.. kidding around while wer taking d exam.. he's not strict like wat wer xpcting.. isa pa.. brutal xa.!! haha.. we followed a seat plan.. i stayed infront.. 2nd chair.. lol.. xe my name is d second in our list.. frst is my cousin's.. thnx 2her.. kya aun.. nkita q qng pnu nia inopen ung test booklet nmen.. brutal tlga.. n2wa aman aku.. hiHi.. pde aman xe gmamit ng scissors.. tas e tma bng 'balisong' ata un.. or watever ung nfofold n knifE?.. i dunno how u col dat.. bsta aun.. haha.. den isa png nkktuwa ung knkuen2 pla smen ni baby lance knina ee ung answer sheet dw n malaki.. ung cnlaki ng tarpaulin s 2b.. kla nmen juk lng.. den.. dna n nmen mpigilan 2mwa nung pnkita ndin smen ng prctor eun.. lol.. naalala q c babay lance.. tas ung nme p ee.. Juan delacruz.. haha.. very common.. d man lng John Cruz.. aw.. o kya Mark Sway.. aw nnman.. haiss.. nmiss q nnman c mark sway.. he's from d book The Client by John Grisham.. and d buk is really nice.. i've read it.. den ngeun aman ung bnbsa q n kkhiram qlng ky poreber knina b4 exam.. ung The Pelican Brief.. grisham din.. kea lng.. prang d aku mxadu nging intrsadu s 1st chapter n nbsa q.. unlyk dun s ibng buk nia.. so kya qnga pla nhiram ulit un ky poreber xe nga ntpus qna din kgbe ung Dear Prof Einstein.. i asked poreber 2 bring d other one e.. the Firm.. wid Tom Cruise..(papabol) s harap.. ayiiee.. ^^ pwo ung isa ung dla nia.. so i borrowed it na..^^ we finished our exam at around 2pm.. aun.. prktis prktis na.. den umulan.. den umwe n q.. cnundo aq ni bi ep ee.. kya and2 nq s bhay..^^ buhbye.. til hea.. il go on d next pages p of grisham's buk e.. muass..^^

aian.. time is 9:48pm.. i feel so sleepy na.. but i think id fil better abt dis post.. uala lng.. i juz want to tell/ask my mr. head shrinker.. 'sir.. y do i fil dis way?.. im hapi.. dis is unusual.. i thnk im blessed of watever rison.. im not sure.. yeah im glad and assured.. but how long wil dis contentment stay?(tama ba?)' amp.. mr head shrinker.. do i rily need u?.. nwei.. 4 dos hu r asking abt my mr. head shrinker.. i dont thnk uL b hapi 2 know.. so nonsense.. and for my clsm8s.. wel. maybe uL get my point.. klala niu rin xa db?.. and 4 my honeybabydaddybehdearsweetiemhalq (ngek) and so on so forth.. hihi.. klala mu din xa.. coz i told u db?. xe u asked too in my cbox.. lol.. at aun nangulit pa. chek on my cbox 2 know watta pangungulit was dat.. haha. lol.. aun.. he stepped on my haus knina wid d fries and float i asked him 2 buy 4me.. hehe.. pra akung nglilihi s fries.. amp.. xmpre.. (brp) nbusog aq.. kktuwa.. yummy puds from mcdo.. fries wid 'i dunno how many' sachets of ketchup numbered 4.. mas msarap dw pg number 1.. try it.. chek d dot-like number s dulo.. as in super dulo a. on it's wyt border watever.. hihi.. bsta mei nmber dun. and ung float aman.. mas msrap xa pg ptunaw n ung ice cream.. kea lng.. sayang ung choco fudge.. xe ee ngsstay nlng xa s baba.. pwo aus lng..lol.. it kinda l8.. i thnk id better go now.. buhbye.. muahugs..^^

dear mr. head shrinker.. lol.. i fil so spexal prin.. since yesternyt? haha.. i dunno y.. wel nwei.. kua kurt told me dat its jus tru.. spexal aman dw tlga aku.. hihi.. i mis my kua na.. id love it wen he cols me 'lilsis' uala lng.. aun e xe nga po db gus2 q tlga ng kua nun pa.. nwei.. so how's my 26th day of aug.. aw.. aun bahay hul day.. pc.. nud tv.. and ggwa ng weekly report.. so.. assured aku knina.. uyy.. haha.. uala lng. un lng aman lge gs2 q db.. assurance.. 4 me 2b eager abt sumthing instead of anxiety watever blah blah.. haha.. and2 xa knina and i think wer pretty cute hbng nagaasaran.. kktuwa lng xe.. tma bng pglaruan ung powder? lol.. taka ung grin balloon ni u1 (its from me.. from d old church yesterday in our catechetical day^^) aun ngugutom aku.. knina pa.. haHa. gs2 qnga ng fries ee.. knina p tlga ung fries n eun.. ppbili sna aq knina kea lng e dumating n xa.. haha..nwei.. im hapi.. uyy.. hapi nnman aq.. nkktqt bka d next day watever blah blah nnman.. haha.. short post aq ngeun. i hav 2 do my weekly report p ee..^^ buhbye..^^

aian.. im bak nnman.. tpus n xe exams.. ktorture tlga ng sked.. lol.. kkgutom pnu b aman ba2ba plng kme ng stairs e mgbebell na.. kmusta aman eun db?.. or mei tym din aman nun na first bite plng ni poreber s fud nia bell nnmn.. kktuwa tlga.. hehe.. well nwEi, gnun lng aman eun.. aus aman na..

Aug. 17
opening nun.. aun.. ngkalat ata kme? lol.. nttwa lng kme s mga srili nmen.. neither their comments nor the failure made us worry.. we just did our best but unfortun8ly mwon prin dw tlga ung mga pmpacra.. sbe ng ilang tchers.. so aun.. anj told us about d 2nd screening akla nmen m22loi xa in d afternun of dat day.. pwo uala din ngyare.. kktuwa tlga.. xe nga mga clsm8s tlga nmen mga icp bata.. akalain mung mglaro nlng ng ABC.. (abc game.. blah blah..) super ngenjoi cla..

Aug.21
uhm.. aun.. nkpgprepare aman kme ng snax nung mga batang nbentahan nmen ng ticket.. hihi.. macaroni.. fries and iced tea.. dpat sna Lemonade eun e.. haha.. nwei.. aun.. aq ung cook.. naman.. xmpre aq ngtimpla nung png mcaroni salad.. ksma ung ibng kgrup q.. kea lng ung fries rUsh n e.. kya ndi crunchy.. lol.. tas uala dw lasa ung iced tea.. bah malay.. ndi aman aku ung ngtmpla e.. haiss.. nbusog kme nun.. exchnge ng mga puds e.. (brp!) lol.. den in d afternun.. p.E.. prktis lng ng Mass demO ek ek.. haha..^^

Aug.22-23
exams na.. morning sexon kme.. amp 1st exam ang p6 s 1st day.. den 1st din aman math s 2nd day.. nkktuwang icpn nuh.. but d ampest amp during our 1st day of exmin8xon.. ECO!! urgh!.. akla q 2nd day xa.. akla q rel ang 1st day.. mlmang rel ang nrebyu q.. tas aun.. nwindang nlng aq nung Eco n pla.. haha.. lol.. kuwawa aq.. ilang minuto lng ngrebyu dun.. wish qlng pumasa..haiss.. naenjoy q nnman ang math.. ^^ aun.. shade shade lng e.. 48 items.. haha.. pwo cgro mei corrspnding points eun mlmang.. nkk2wa xe mgsolv ee..^^ kea lng mei part na puro negative lumalbas s calcu q.. kklungqt..T_T wel nwei.. tpus na.. hihi.. den 1:30pm ng 23.. s skul kme khit la psok.. mrmi ggwin s skulpaper ee.. nag edit kme.. at gmwa ng bgong news artcles.. den meju nag encode.. tas kuen2han..(d mwwla eun..^^) aun.. sna nga mairelease ung 1st issue by september..

uhm.. ngugutom nq.. la png puds.. lol.. aii.. and ngtxt ndin pla ung hnhntay q.. aun nkauwe nxa from meeting watever.. hihi..^^ ge buhbye na.. muahugs..

A Thousand Miles

Vanessa Carlton

Making my way downtown

Walking fast

Facing had passed

And I'm home bound

Staring blankly ahead

Just making my way

Making my way

Through the crowd

And I need you

And I miss you

And now I wonder..

If I could fallInto the sky

Do you think time

Would pass me by

Cause you know I'd walk

A thousand miles

If I couldJust see you

Tonight

It's always times like these

When I think of you

And I wonder

If you ever

Think of me

'Cause everything's so wrong

And I don't belong

Living in your Precious memories

'Cause I need you

And I miss you

And now I wonder..

if I could fall

Into the sky

Do you think time

Would pass me by

'Cause you know I'd walk

A thousand miles

If I could just see you..

aug.15
gbe na.. aun i asked him na.. at first nshashy p aq.. at xmpre.. knkbhan.. nung ngtxt aq nanlalamig p nga mga kamay q.. xe nga knkbhan aq s qng anu.. watever.. haha.. aun npgusapan aman ng mbute.. pwo xmpre.. meju ndi pdin enuf sken ung xplan8xons.. mas mgnda xe tlga pg personal db.. nwei.. e1 q bt gnun ung nfifil q kgbe.. s pgkkaalam q ndi tlga aq ngsungit.. nkkpnibgo.. ndi xe aq gnun.. pg naiinis aq.. naiinis aq.. iba ung txt q.. iba ung mga salita q.. pwo dat tym prng ualang pride n umiral.. un nga lng.. knkbhan tlga q.. and nttqt.. and nbwasan din ung worries q nung alm qna n mali pla ung inicp q.. ndi umabot s gnung point.. xe ndi nia aman ata nkklimutan n and2 p aq.. haiss.. tas aun.. meju aus aman n b4 aq n2log.. i think 12mn nq n2log.. pwo naiiyak prin aq..

aug.16
umaga na.. aun.. nkkaiyak pdin.. lalu n s skul.. super iyakan blues tlga! monologue xe.. tas after dat.. nagmass kme... 4th yr s2dents lng.. aun.. l8 kme.. dramatic entrance dw sbe ni mam mcato.. tas nktingin clang lhat smen.. kme nlng tlga ang hnhntay.. nkkhiya.. pwo aus lng bmwe aman kme.. s songs at responses.. prng kme nga lng kausap s homily.. super ngus2han q ung homily knina.. kya iyak aq ng iyak xe e prng feeling q pra sken ung misang eun??.. haha.. lol bsta gnun.. after qng umiyak ng umiyak ng umiyak nung homily at communion.. nging ok nq.. better dan b4.. ung homily xe ni fr.joel.. gni2.. sbe nia.. mdli lng dw gmwa ng pgaawayan.. mdli lng mkpgaway.. mngaway.. at ndi mamancn.. pwo ang mhirap n e ung pg fix nung rel8xonxip n eun.. khit s frnz or grups.. aun.. mhirap nga aman xe mg4giv and 4get.. at humngi ng tawad.. pwo.. mwon xmpreng ways..

5 steps on how to fix a rel8xonxip..

1) REFLECT - talk 2 urself.. ask urself wats happening.. try 2 go on d different angles of the si2ation..

2) PRAY - talk 2 god.. he's always listening.. remember dat ur prayers are powerful..

3) COMMUNICATE - talk 2 d person.. ask 4 4givness.. or learn to 4giv.. listen and talk.. if in case it did not work.. try 2 open it 2 a third person.. huL willingly brij d two of u...

4) LET GO - 4 u to fix d present.. learn 2 4get d past.. let go of ur anger.. instead of hatred.. thnk of love..

5) LET GOD - lastly, let god do d rest...

hahaiss.. and i just did it.. it worked.. really effective.. i assure u..^^

tennen!! watta.. anxiety.. anxious of wat?.. haiss.. i dunno.. im sick of thnking.. i duwana ask.. im afraid.. better kip d mouth shut.. sarilihin nlng ang watever..haha.. super hrap mgconcentrate s practice test nina dhil dun.. kya auq ng nbbgot e.. eun lng nsstamp s utak q.. aun.. maaga q xe ntpus ung langyang exam n eun.. kya 2lui mga 3hrs ata aqng 2munagnga knina.. naiiyak nga q e.. tas sbe qnlng sknla e prctice lng 4 my monologue!!.. haha.. lol..

aug.11
prctice s skul.. hulday.. kpgod.. khit h2o break uala man lng nung umaga.. lupit.. brutal.. amp.. aun.. xmpre.. eleven.. mansari.. pwo prng nklimutan.. 7am.. or watever.. 'gudmorning!'..and den 8am den 9.. tas check ulit ng fone.. ualang msg.. tas 10,11,12, lunch na.. check ng fone.. uala prin.. 1pm.. 1 msg received.. cnu aman kya.. 'asan ndw aq?' aun s mlmang nsa skul prin.. prctcie.. pgod.. lanta.. tas e susunduin aq? aun.. lumabas nq.. tas gnun pla.. pgsundo e mei bngay.. tas xka plng ung pgrit.. meju nbuhayan aman aq loob.. d aman pla nklimutan e..lol.. haiss. aun. ansaya aman.. no worries.. aus kme..^^

aug.12
tnghali nq ngcing.. sbe q mgccmba kme ni ate ng 7am pwo 8 sumthing n kme ngicng.. tas aun.. ngcomputer.. mrming gnwa.. and after lunch mei bcta aq.. ggwa kme ng poster and slogan.. msaya.. nkktuwa.. prng s last minute nlng ata naicp qng anu tlga ggwin.. haha.. at ung slogan.. gnun din. well pg rush tlga nkk2wa.. and den.. meryenda.. picnic.. nbusog aq.. hbng nanunuod ng sisterhud of d traveling pants.. haha.. tas naupo aq.. aun.. hnram q ung fone nia.. ngbasa ng inbox.. tennen!!!.. watta.. "muntik na?" aun.. tugshu tugshu!!.. raised eyebrow na.. anu eun?.. haha.. "mgnda e.. tas crush din pla aq.. anu ggwin q? arw arw gbe gbe q nkikita.. pnu kpitbahay lng ung bording house e!." lol.. aw.. wat d hell? anu kya eun?.. hmm.. but i did not ask.. uala thimik lng and prng uala lng.. nhihiya aq mgtnung.. and bka xe icpn nia e.. ders no big deal aman wid dat db?.. muntik lng?.. but d word muntik.. nkktqt.. muntik n bng ligawan.. pnu nlng qng 1day e aun.. i dump nlng aku.. huhu.. kktqt tlga.. buti nlng meju bc ngeun.. kya ndi qpa gnu didibdib.. pwo d mwla un s icp q.. haha..

buhbye na.. xe kakaen ndw kme.. wish us luck nga pla 2mrw.. aug.14 s presnt8xun nmen s misa.. hais..

aug.4

ndi aq 2mului s UPCAT.. hai nq.. sayang aman ung bnayd qng 400.. nq.. pnload din eun. at dagdag allowance.. lalu ngeun andame bbyaran.. T_T

aug.6

audixon pra s per4mers.. heHe.. madaya aku.. knuchaba q cla pra qnin agd aq b4 pa umabot s step ng pang audixon nmen n ndi qpa kbsadu.. haha.. nwei, per4mer aman nq b4 e.. so no big deal.. i think.. aun 1st batch kme.. and as xpcted, tnwag agd nme q.. pwo ndi aman unang unan nuh.. xmpre pra ndi ovius.. lol. kaloko q tlga.. den after dat, nag uwian n lhat.. naiwan kme 6.. aku, anj, mana, 3xa, bianca and jay.. tnuro smen ung steps 4 d opening.. pra nxt day kme nlng mg22ro s iba.. 2 make it easier db.. aun.

aug.7-10

hihi.. kyut ng hapenings d2.. lol.. aun prctice prctice.. tas e s filipino gmwa kme ng paper dolls.. nkakatuwa.. name dem pdw.. ^^

xa c pepay(left).. xa ung gnwa q.. sbe ng iba prng c kim chu dw.. nunng uala pang muka.. so nilakhan q nlng mata nia pra ndi mgmukang inchik.. ^^tas ung drummer gwa ni jill anne.. i dunno d name e.. den c jam ung s guitar.. gwa xa ni jaja.. ^^ vocalist c pepay.. prang aning a..

tas c jesse (gwa aman ni ronan) and pepay(prng frndly ghost?lol)

maia ulit.. buhbye..